Detachment, Discernment, Energy, Good Vibes Only, Integrity, Mindset, Self Love, Self Worth, Shadow Work, Spirituality, Transformation, Value

Believing In Yourself

Here I am stepping into a new energy on my 40th birthday. Hoping this message brings value to someone that reads it.


*note*
For those of you who don’t normally follow or read my blogs, I share my personal experiences so that you may possibly learn a thing or two from them. If you have any questions please feel free to reach out.


Here is some guy who blocked me after I chose not to appease or prove my abilities to him.

My psychic 🔮 abilities have been with me since I was a kid. Temporarily turned off due to my upbringing (Catholic) but always still making an occasional appearance throughout my life. In 2011 after taking a palm reading class and “practicing” the 1st time someone gave me money for this ability (Thank you Joie). I would read palms and get additional info that I wasn’t taught in class and just went with it. I didn’t share my gifts openly for many reasons, mostly because of my own skepticism. Years later I’ve built a career on referrals and a few pop-ups that I can count on 1 hand. I’ve never advertised outside of free platforms. I had a full time job for the 1st 7 years and treated my profession as a hobby. These last 4 years it has been what sustains me. Yes! It is ALL I DO!

The point of my post is that it had taken me nearly a decade, 7 years to be exact to have the confidence and courage in myself and God to realize this is what I am meant to do!

Yes, I always refer to timelines and dates because it’s how I track my evolution and growth. Time loops are a real thing. Anyway…
7 year cycles are VERY significant. This is why many divorces, breakups and shaking up of foundations can happen as Uranus (I pronounce it You-RAH-nus lol I know how you wana say it. 🤣) moves into a new sign (astrological term here) every 7 years. Sometimes longer due to retrogrades (it slows down) 🐌.

Now, let me clarify that in 2018 it wasn’t by choice to leave my very comfortable high (for someone single with no children) paying, self managed, working from home position. Uranus moved into Taurus May of 2018 causing many absolutely devastating foundational shifts in my life. The universe pushed me out of my comfort zone!

2018 started off amazing! I purchased my own home in January, my world finally stopped spinning after having vertigo the previous year for 4 months straight, I was certified as a Master NLP Practitioner, Bioenergetic Healer and Hypnotherapist for Trauma Release, met the man I thought was “the one”, and began working from home. All seemed to be going in an upward direction. Well… I didn’t know much about astrology back then. I didn’t know Uranus would be entering Taurus ♉️ May of 2018 where my Chiron known as the Wounded Healer resides in my birth chart.
Let’s just say with this transit my life as I knew it, has NEVER been the same. (Transit will last until April 2026) so yes, 4 more years to release old patterns and things that don’t serve us as a collective.

2018 had to be one of thee darkest periods of my life and as I look back on the date this transist occurred, it was all there! ALL OF IT! See picture below of the transist description during that time. *Note it’s still happening.

Stay with me here. I know sometimes I give a lot of details but it’s a way my brain 🧠 processes information and I learn more about the happenings of said events.

Ok, so 2018 was my year! I was on top of the world, in LOVE like I’ve never been and feeling so accomplished in life.
Suddenly the man I thought was perfect for me crushes my heart 💔 via text, blocks 🚫 me, and my spiral begins. I join a dance team. In August of 2018 after getting back from celebrating what would be my “rebirth” my birthday weekend & 1st performance on a big stage with my Ladies Bachata team in New Orleans I get a call that I’m being laid off. WHAT!?!!! Panic sets in and as if the depression I was already experiencing wasn’t enough now my value as a working citizen begins to creep up.
Was I not good enough? How am I going to pay my mortgage? Ahhhh! This happened for about 2 hours lol 😆 then I remembered I have a side hustle that I had been doing really well with. It provided me with plenty of play money 💰, a fulfillment and joy that never even feels like work. So, I trusted the guidance and said alright but only because I have a savings, unemployment and a severance package lol (remember I told you I was a skeptic? This still shows up after all these years and tons of confirmations and miracles)

I’m sure we’ve all heard, find something you love ❤️ so much, so that when you do it,it never feels like you’re working. For me that’s my therapy or readings, advice, brujeria or whatever you choose to call it.

There are personal cycles, collective cycles, moon, sun, planet and many more cycles. There are different systems out there too. In numerology they run 9 year cycles what I’m saying is the more you learn about yourself and how you operate the easier your life can flow. This is why you’ve heard the saying “know thy self” and this isn’t referring to knowing what you like or dislike. It’s learning how to embody your life’s purpose ✨️, your spiritual GPS.

I learned about my North Node the spiritual GPS I mention above and WOW what a difference it has made. I have learned to surrender myself to what’s happening and realize I don’t control anything. That when I am serving my community it’s when I’m happiest.

Learing my value has taken time because its where my Chiron or deepest wound is. It’s taken me another 4 years of ONLY serving my purpose full time to realize the value I bring to others lives and how I am meant to show up.

I hadn’t given myself a raise in 4 years. My guides have been letting me know that it was time. Sometimes I don’t listen because my I don’t like being told what to do lol
I get signs and nudges and when I allow and listen things just flow. I realized many clients where already paying my new rates. As in they were tipping me in top of what I had been charging. The week I announced my rates would be increasing all of my clients that week showed me what my new rates would be. I didn’t have to fight it, I did however have to play back in my head the voice of my dear friend Mike asking me to “Remember your worth. Believe in yourself.” And for him and I am grateful 🙏 along with so many others that have belived and trusted in me along the way.

I have nothing to prove in this lifetime. I have no one to impress. I don’t need the spotlight, however I know that many of you have requested I come out of hermit mode. So here I am, ready for this next chapter of the fabulous 40s.

May you all find the courage to dive into the wounds and the experiences we keep in the shadows. I’m here when and if you need the guidance, I promise you YOU’RE WORTH IT.

With love ❤️
-Aryana

I was laid off, money situation definitely changed and the relationship was new. He was most definitely my catalyst for change.
Here’s a mirror 🪞 selfie 🤳 @ 40.

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